Splinter

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Poem/pondering after the jump...

Dreams

I hate feeling like my dreams and goals are sidelined.
It's not intentional, I know, but I can't move forward with them until step one is out of the way...and we've been working toward that for over a year now with no progress, so I don't see any of my other dreams getting closer.

For ten months of it I was fine because I had something to happily look forward to upon awakening each day...a job I genuinely enjoyed, surrounded by great coworkers who quickly became friends. For those few months, I would have actually been SAD to leave, because for once things were amazing.

And then that had to come to an end, as all great things do. And now, it's a job I dread. Yes, I have family here, but some of them are extremely critical, which you know I can't stand. Yes, I have friends here, but they come and go...at least I'm making more.

I just need things to speed up. So I can get to my dreams. переводчица. жена. фотографа.

Sometimes My Worst Decisions Are My Best...

Concert rambling after the jump...

Aaaand Virginia loses. Again.

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I just got back from going out to San Diego again for a week. I was just as sad to come home this time as I was back in November, except that I think there were more flowers this time around--good for being surrounded by beautiful things, but bad for pollen allergies. Oops.

Seriously though, Virginia needs to get the memo. It's failing in the looking-beautiful department, as well as having things to do, and being interesting in general.

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Anew

Patience is worn down; the time has come.

Move on... Move On...

Every breath is pushing me in that direction. Every rustle in the leaves outside is a whisper. "Adventure."

I need to get out of here to start my life. To be MY OWN. To experience everything anew and to begin my path.

Time to tread through the forest of life, to pick my direction and press toward the horizon.